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Thursday, March 22, 2007

Currently Listening
Finally Woken
By Jem
Flying High
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its too much to hide.

You can't know, oh no, you can't know how much I think about you. It's making my head spin. So close to giving in... You feel so nice, oh yeah you feel so nice. Wish I could spend the night, butt I can't pay the price... Butt I'm flying so high, high off the ground when you're around. And I can feel you're high, rocking me inside, it's too much to hide....

I know, oh yes, I know that we can't be together, butt I, I just like to d r e a m... It's so strange the way our paths have crossed, how we were brought together-- it's written in the stars, it seems!
And I'm flying so high, high off the ground ~~when you're around~~.. and I can feel you're high, touching me inside, and it's too much to hide.......

Back to earth, where did you take me to?? I know there's no such thing, this painless love, well it'll catch us up and we can never win... butt oh, I feel so alive...! Oh, just wanna hold you, hold you so tight!

And I'm flying so high
High off the ground

I used to listen to this song over and over and over and over and over again everyday when I was about 16. It's so beautiful...if you like Dido, you'd like her..... and I was listening to it again.... like three years later... and I realized how much I missed it. And how much it relates to my feelings towards this person.

Oh, if the world only knew.. if you only know.

how do i tell you just how much you mean to me?

.Jem.

.Flying High.

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

CHOCOLATE Y CANDY

THATSS H 0 T T (9:05:15 PM): omg guess what

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:05:27 PM): ?

THATSS H 0 T T (9:05:23 PM): today

THATSS H 0 T T (9:05:25 PM): i was eating

THATSS H 0 T T (9:05:28 PM): gummy bears

THATSS H 0 T T (9:05:34 PM): bc when i was little i was obsessed with them

THATSS H 0 T T (9:05:40 PM): and i had some hershey kisses

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:05:52 PM): when do you not eat candy?

THATSS H 0 T T (9:05:45 PM): and i couldnt decide which to eat

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:05:54 PM): ...

THATSS H 0 T T (9:05:47 PM): so i ate them both

THATSS H 0 T T (9:05:55 PM): and it was like chocolate covered gummys

THATSS H 0 T T (9:05:57 PM): and i was like mmmmmmmmm

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:06:10 PM): thats gross arshia

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:06:12 PM): some day

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:06:14 PM): youre going to die

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:06:16 PM): you eat way to much candy

THATSS H 0 T T (9:06:09 PM): wow

THATSS H 0 T T (9:06:11 PM): youre mean

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:06:25 PM): you are!

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:06:28 PM): all you do is eat sweets

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:06:29 PM): thats bad

THATSS H 0 T T (9:06:29 PM): well

THATSS H 0 T T (9:06:33 PM): maybe you should too!

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:06 PM): no

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:08 PM): seriously

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:08 PM): no

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:15 PM): im kinda a little dissapointed in you though : /

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:19 PM): just a little

THATSS H 0 T T (9:07:15 PM): wth why

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:31 PM): for eating soo many sweets

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:35 PM): frequently

THATSS H 0 T T (9:07:36 PM): why would you be dissapointed in me for that...

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:52 PM): b/c

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:52 PM): you need to stop

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:55 PM): its bad for you

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:55 PM): but you dotn

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:07:59 PM): and i told you before

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:08:02 PM): that you shoiuldnt

THATSS H 0 T T (9:07:55 PM): well you should stop playing so much

THATSS H 0 T T (9:07:57 PM): its bad for your eyes

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:08:07 PM): here

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:08:14 PM): i already have glasses

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:08:19 PM): and youre on the comp

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:08:19 PM): just as much

THATSS H 0 T T (9:08:12 PM): see

THATSS H 0 T T (9:08:15 PM): no

THATSS H 0 T T (9:08:16 PM): so

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:08:27 PM): just not playing

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:08:27 PM): so one sec

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:08:27 PM): ill show a webpage

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:08:27 PM): on why

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:08:28 PM): on sec

THATSS H 0 T T (9:08:30 PM): kevin i dont care i like chocolate

THATSS H 0 T T (9:08:34 PM): i live once img onna eat what i want

THATSS H 0 T T (9:08:52 PM): i didnt get mad at you when you lived off otterpops

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:09 PM): http://www.spineuniverse.com/displayarticle.php/article1149.html

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:10 PM): LMAO

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:12 PM): one part of the year?

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:16 PM): this is 24/7 for you

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:19 PM): and lemme get you another page

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:23 PM): thats a page to help you

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:28 PM): now

THATSS H 0 T T (9:11:22 PM): kevin its ok

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:30 PM): lemme find one

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:32 PM): that tells you

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:36 PM): what it does

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:40 PM): no i expect you to read it plz

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:41 PM): i took my time to read it also

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:46 PM): and find it

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:48 PM): so give me another sec

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:11:50 PM): going to fidn another

THATSS H 0 T T (9:12:01 PM): no seriously dont

THATSS H 0 T T (9:12:02 PM): its ok

THATSS H 0 T T (9:12:08 PM): i need to study anyways and i get ur point

THATSS H 0 T T (9:12:11 PM): thank you for ur concern

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:12:23 PM): Recent studies have shown that too much sugar may actually lower a person’s "good" cholesterol, making him more prone to having a heart attack or stroke.

THATSS H 0 T T (9:12:17 PM): and ill stop ating so much sweets

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:12:27 PM): no arshia

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:12:28 PM): thats retarded

THATSS H 0 T T (9:12:33 PM): whats retarded

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:12:46 PM): i dont want you to have a heart attack

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:12:48 PM): or stroke

THATSS H 0 T T (9:12:45 PM): i wont

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:13:15 PM): "Everything should be eaten in moderation,"

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:13:18 PM): keep that in mind

THATSS H 0 T T (9:13:12 PM): ok

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:13:34 PM): so im not saying

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:13:34 PM): dont eat them

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:13:36 PM): but you eat them

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:13:41 PM): a lot!

THATSS H 0 T T (9:13:39 PM): okkk

THATSS H 0 T T (9:13:42 PM): i wont each so much!

THATSS H 0 T T (9:13:52 PM): just a damn gummy bear story sheesh

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:14:57 PM): no

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:14:59 PM): but its different

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:03 PM): you eat a lot of candy

THATSS H 0 T T (9:15:01 PM): ok seriously tho

THATSS H 0 T T (9:15:04 PM): please im asking nicely

THATSS H 0 T T (9:15:05 PM): lets drop it

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:16 PM): you even try to get me to eat them haha

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:20 PM): and im like ahhh!!!

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:23 PM): i dont want it

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:25 PM): and youre like

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:29 PM): EAT SPREEE

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:30 PM): EATE SPREEE

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:32 PM): RARARARAR

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:35 PM): hahahah

THATSS H 0 T T (9:15:29 PM): ok haha

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:45 PM): okay

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:45 PM): pz

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:45 PM): for me

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:45 PM): PLZ!!

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:47 PM): <3

THATSS H 0 T T (9:15:40 PM): hey babe one sec

THATSS H 0 T T (9:15:42 PM): someone needs me

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:49 PM): <#

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:49 PM): [;z!

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:50 PM): plZ1

THATSS H 0 T T (9:15:43 PM): brb!

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:52 PM): pls!

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:54 PM): : /

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:57 PM): sdflkasdl;kfjkdsf

c0ld d4rkn3ss (9:15:59 PM): hate you

I'm gonna eat sweets if i want to. Chocolate is bomb. Candy is yummy. There is no way I'm giving that up. And who cares, I live once, I'll eat what I enjoy! If I die from too much candy, I'll die because of something I truly love<3

K. Back to stuDYING.

at least he really cares about me and actually doesn't want me to die!! =]=] hahahah funny convo[we got same font so i made everything he said pink so its easier to read hahaa]. he's kinda cute.

EDIT

ok so i totally should be studying butt i thot this was cute

THATSS H 0 T T (12:19:13 AM): babe when do i get my period next?

c0ld d4rkn3ss (12:19:57 AM): umm

c0ld d4rkn3ss (12:19:57 AM): 26th

c0ld d4rkn3ss (12:20:00 AM): around there

c0ld d4rkn3ss (12:20:04 AM): dun du ndundund ud un

<3 he knows my schedule<3

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procrastination kills.

I just reread that lesbian entry and it totally made me sound like I'm gay hahahahahahhha. Aye. No.

Tomorrow [or... today?]is my brother's birthday! Yay.

Ah I love my niece.

so cuteeeee we be knocked out yo. Yea shes got liggght blondish hair and blue eyes. We're so related huh. Well she got my asian eyes!

So from the moment I woke up till now I've been studying like a good college student should! Stuck in the stupid Science Library. Rivera is to ghetto for me. Gah.

This energy drink is dying out. I hope I pass this class! It's so damn hard. Average is a 60%!! GAHHH. Stupid San Andreas Fault. I can't wait till its overrrrrr.

Now I'm in Sunny's room estudying....

THATSS H 0 T T (11:59:54 PM): u keep looking up at the screen, are you hoping ill im you?

Auto Response from LilDevilStar88 (12:00:00 AM): sarcastic mr. know it all

Ok so I'm not really studying too much...... She's making me listen to some random ass music. I haven't even heard half this stuff. I think she's emo. =]

.......butt I have been studying all day!! <3

This is a completely pointless entry. I just am running out of ways to procrastinate. I've myspaced, facebooked, ate, drank, txted, phone called, danced, rode a pony.

Ok, Ok time to focus... I need to get that B!!! I can do it!!!!!!!

WISH ME LUCK BITCHES!!!

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Friday, March 16, 2007

i dont know how i decide what i make private and what i make public

Uhm. So, I figured in order to save my marriage [totally jk] , I need to do something romantico para mi novio.

I skipped class Wednesday, I walked gosh... forever away... down Linden, passed Canyon Crest, down to Iowa, way down to Blaine and went to Stater Brother's. For me, thats a long ass walk. 40min in the sun<3

I bought groceries and on my way back I got honked at butt I mean hey thats Riverside. No, that's not the funny part... the funny part is when you look up and its a WOMAN! Jeez....

So, with the help of my messicaaan's... I learned to make enchiliadas and rice and beans. I made a butt load and it was yummy if I do say so myself. I made extras for people in my building to eat because they kept coming by and sniffing and saying how great it tasted and how lucky Kevin was. =D yea dawg. Hahahahah omg I'm gay.

So Kevin Comes. And we eat. Yum. Then I made Flan. He's like what is this beaner day?! Hahaha. I had Juanes playing in the background. Well, thats Colombian butt that's besides the point. Anywhoo...

I haven't got much else to say. Actually.....

yay. i felt awkward taking the pic.

flan.

the girls eating hehe

the table we can't light candles =[

kevin looking at E building.

kevin talking to sunny. im paparazi

hehehe

surprise!

i was mad when he took this.

mm.

ehehe.

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Currently Listening
Eye To The Telescope
By KT Tunstall
SUDDENLY I SEE!
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Decorating/Long Distance/Friendships

FIRST OFF....

ONE MONTH FROM TODAY I'M GONNA BE NINETEEEEEEENNNNNNN!!!!!

Ok, so I totally figured out how I want to decorate my room in my apartment in September! Well, it was my original plan for this years dorm, butt I couldn't find it in time. So I want cheetah print bed sheets because even tho I'm in love with ZEBRA print, I think I'm sick of black and white. Sunny told me cheetah is so overrated and out of style butt I've always wanted it so whatevs! Haha. Ok and I'm gonna paint one wall BLACK! And the other wall RED! and I'm gonna have red sheets hanging from my bed! If you saw that episode of The Hills where Emily the Intern comes [who btw is my new role model] and Whitney takes her thingies out. And Lauren goes to her house to visit. If you want you can watch ;D http://www.mtv.com/#/ontv/dyn/the_hills/episode/episode.jhtml?episodeId=112029

Episode 5... one big interuption. Yes, I'm lame, I know.

Oh my and I want lots of GOLD maybe I'll paint a wall Gold!? =] Or my bathroom, yes, thank God, I have my own bathroom too. This means having to learn to cook tho. Wait. Not bc I have my own bathroom.. ok nm.

Anywhoo.

My APARTMENT= The Grand Marc. The only bad thing is that it contains the word "MARC" in it. Hah.. butt its gotta pooooool and ah I don't know I'm just super duper happy. I'll throw parties and y'all better come down! Or.. Up? =p

http://www2.collegeparkweb.com/ws/html/grandmarcatuniversityvillage/photos.htm

Yay. Ok, so I'm just ranndomly talking. And I'm looking outside my balcony and I'm seeing stupid white girls in their bikinis tanning on the grass-- wtf?! They just want attention.

Skanks hahaha.

OMG. Still no word from Kev about Riverside. Hope all goes well with that. Seriously, I don't know how people can do long distance farther than us. IRVINE TO RIVERSIDE is damn hard. Sure, its a 45minute drive..... IF THERES NO OTHER CAR OUTSIDE. It takes poor Kevin 2.5 hours to get here!! No joke. And THANK GOD I got lucky with a roommate who ::knock on wood:: doesn't say anything about him staying the night. Because lots of people surprisingly care. Imagine if he could only stop by for awhile and go back. Thats like 5 hours of driving in a day! Plus, next year we're both going to be working, and taking more classes. We're gonna be busy!! I hope this works out for us.

Why do I get so homesick? I was one of those people who were DYING to get out of home. Just go, not because I didn't love my parents, butt just because deep down I wanted to be independent and out there on my own. Turns out I go home EVERY weekend. You SERIOUSLY don't realize how great home is until you leave. I feel bad for people who can't come down as often. Like my love Morgan lives in Santa Barbara and comes down like MAYBE once a month. Thats a huge ass maybe. Its just not easy. And we always get homesick and miss each other. I wish times were easy when I could just drive down behind Rite Aid and see her.

Kev and I were at a restaurant and overheard girls say "Oh yea I hear when you go off to college you lose touch with your best friends, butt I don't think that's true, we will seriously always be best friends, things wont change" and me and Kevin laughed and we were like mmhmm...

I mean you can totally be best friends with someone still... butt it takes damn hard work. My best friend Janet of ten years now, we talk once a month. Morgan and I talk maybe once every two weeks. And we're STILL best friends, its just too hard. THANK GOD Sunny is my neighbor otherwise even at the same school, it would be hard. I am seroiusly thankful I have her to go thru college with, otherwise omg I don't know what I would do. My bf and his best friend were like freakin attached at the hip!!! Spent day and night together. Now, they hardly talk! And they see each other like once a month maybe. That's gotta tell you something.

This is complete rambling. Me and Angie are supposed to be studying. She's listening to tupac and....

hahahahhahahahah

*mexican lady walks by speaking spanish*

Arshia: That was rrraaaaaandom.

Angie: Did you just call her my relative?!?!

Arshia: Noo...

Angie: Oh, ok.

Idk why I shared that. Ok thanks BYe.

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